I am having a lot of different dreams with different experiences and me being another person each time in situations I have never encountered in real life. Some are recurrent, some not. I do also sometimes have dreams like everyone does – about my personal life and about people I know and some are from my personal fears and troubles – for a very long time I had recurrent dreams of water – especially the sea – in which I was so afraid of it and often it would come in waves toward me. I have read interpretations online and it seems it comes from worries, and I do worry a lot, about everything – got some sort of anxiety for sure.
Going back to the strange dreams, even though I do have a good imagination and I do enjoy stories generally: films, series, books, there is no doubt in my mind that my dreams stem from something else. I am no expert but I am pretty sure the unconscious mind cannot just imagine entire stories during sleep (more importantly stories that I have not read, nor seen, nor heard), when I wake ul, even if I wake up before “finalizing” the dream, meaning it does not have a precise end as movies do, for example, I sometimes – most of the times – continue it. Either in that state when you are half asleep half awake and you don’t want to wake up, or I sometimes even fill out the blanks and round up the story when awake, as if I am going to make it a novel or a short story, or even a movie :D. Which I will do in the following articles. I have the main ideas of some of them written down, although it would have been best to write them all on the spot, I am sorry I did not. Also, I am of course insecure as any human would be, that this is just my imagination, as I am also capable of imagining stories when awake, I mean, I started a few on paper, however completely separate from my “night stories”. (I forgot to mention some of these dreams sometimes trouble me for days since I feel those experiences from the dream actually happened to me).
I am of course fascinated by past lives and I have tried some meditation with regression into past lives with videos found on Youtube, needless to say I have seen quite a few “stories” there as well, different from my dreams and from the ones I’ve written. What makes me think they might be true memories of past lives is the fact that even though the meditation was guided non-believers would say it was suggestion – as in you are imagining what the person guiding the video was saying, even though he is just asking questions – that is not what happened.
The first past life I experienced was directly to my place of death – when the meditation guide said to enter it through a door, I could not even see a threshold of that door, I jumped straight to the place of death, then he said to go to a special moment from your life and I jumped somewhere else, then later when he said to go to the moment of death I went back to the same place where I entered that life. Also, throughout the experience the feelings of joy and accomplishment that I have gotten I can honestly say I never got in this life so far, if anyone reads this and in case you have not tried and you want to know more, go on Youtube and search, there are plenty of guided meditations for this.
Also, another thing that makes me think it might be true, is that in another experienced past life I was a dog, me! An actual dog (I am such a cat person) – it was actually quite a boring but happy life – if this was my imagination, believe me, I would have imagined myself a cat. I find it weird that there are so many “stories” inside of me, in my head, in my soul, in my heart, I feel like they are choking me and they are trying to show themselves and be released in a way or another, I will rejoice at the moment in which I will set them all free.